a constant terror
an emotional pain
365 days 525600 mins 31536000 secs
do u feel this pain. my heart throbbing. my eyes closed. i fear. do u know?
i used to run away. and try to break away. i used to sob into the pillows.
i muffed my cries. i silently pray. to break away someday.

whenever i try to fly. i realise my wings were clipped.
whenever i have the little sunshine in my palms. you steal it away deliberately
whenever i laugh. u make sure i will cry.
whenever i cry. u shout at me "disgrace"

i have to harden my feelings. i have to feel nothing.
i have to be alone. away from all this.
who will truly care. who will be there. who will understand.
dont tell me u know. how could u know. u are never me.